room #315

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Have you ever felt a situation when you don’t know what to do? I mean, when you miss someone but you don’t know what you should do. I have, and I am now feeling that way. Sometimes in you life you must have felt a time when you really want to see someone you really miss, or hear his or her voice, or even just get one word in a text message, or whatever as long as you know he’s or she’s fine. But it is life, problem does exist, right?

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the wind-catcher

summer is hot. as well as my feet.

I have a new love to chase for: in-line skating.

after the hard old era of my past ex-boyfriend, now it’s my time to chase what’s really mine. 

even though it’s still hard for me to put my mind off from the ghost of boyfriend past.

and unluckily, today I felt my mood is not very fun: being sad, disappointed, angry, and jealous at the same time. uhh„ so awful feelings.

thus tonight, at 9 pm, I decided to go skating by myself.

so, I put on my shoes and play my favorite song. then I was swinging and dancing under the moonlight, feel the cool wind in my face and around my arms. and as I move my feet, I feel happier and better. I felt the breeze, sang a song, move again, and smile.. :)

it was a great night. only me, my shoes, and the moon.

there are many shortcuts to be happy, and skating is one of them.

while I finished my very own session of “dancing under the moonlight”, I saw many lovers (gahh!!) holding hands each other and smiling, flirting, and all the boyfriend-girlfriend thingy. 

and I looked back at myself and say “I am jealous?”

surprisingly, me myself said “hell no!”

I’m not jealous of them who could hold to their boyfriend’s hands, or doing lovey dovey„

because I held my shoes, my magic shortcut.

Salah Gue? Salah Temen-Temen Gue?!

Seperti biasa hari ini aku pulang dari dance studio jam 8 malam, dan nggak seperti biasanya aku pulang dalan keadaan sangat bad mood ): Kalau ada yang belum tau gimana kisahnya aku di dance studio ini sebelumnya, boleh deh mampir dulu disini.

Nah, malem ini ada satu tanda tanya besar yang masih muter-muter aja di otakku. Is this myself who haven’t tried my best or the teacher who doesn’t know how to teach a FOREIGNER his TRADITIONAL culture? Intinya setelah berminggu-minggu akhirnya sang guru mengajariku tarian yang aku mau, mohon digaris bawahi aku bayar 350RMB (sekitar 500 ribu rupiah) untuk tarian ini. Dan setauku anak-anak lain di kelasku juga maunya belajar tarian itu. Ntah kenapa justru diajari tarian lain yang tak lain dan tak bukan adalah tarian anak-anak -_______- Sebenernya aku nggak terlalu kecewa (sebelumnya) karena selain aku dapet banyak adik baru yang lucu-lucu ditambah lagi dengan terpaksa aku mau nggak mau harus mempraktekkan bahasa Mandarinku secara intensif (di sanggar ini no English kecuali bye bye). Tapi malam ini bad mood akhirnya memuncak!

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